Masochist! Underfell Sans x Sadist! Reader part 4

WARNING!!! loads of swearing in here, mostly from you. I would prefer you to be 12 or over to read this, but that's all up to you since I'm not your parent/caretaker. Enjoy anyways.

Last Ch; You found a tear rolling over your cheek. You tried, but failed to wipe it away because you were still being held in place by the aura. And then, the rock was gone. So was the aura. It was black for a moment, and then you saw the snow again. You felt horribly disorientated.

What just happened?

“Hey, you ok?”

~Your POV~

You quickly wiped the tear away, but the damage had already been done. There was a clear red mark beneath your eye that continued over your cheek, where the tear had been.

“S-sorry for that.” You heard Sans apologize. You turned away. “I can only reach half a mile with my magic, so I had to teleport you. D-did you hurt yourself? oh... I'm so stupid!” He continued. You said nothing. A few more tears threatened to fall, but you fought them back with all the strength you had left. “I should have warned you beforehand, I-”

“SHUT. THE FUCK. UP.” you nearly yelled. You turned to face him again, and prodded a finger in between his eye sockets. “If you had just let me be, none of this would have happened. You're lucky I am even keeping you alive at this very moment.”

You paused, and sighed.

“Where the fuck are we anyway?”

He took a moment to answer.

“Umm... my favourite place in the woods.”

~Sans' POV~

I wasn't sure what she would think about that. I mean, yea, I found the place damn beautiful and peaceful, but she was my... let's say total opposite, so I didn't really know what to expect. Revulsion, probably.

“I don't see anything special here. There's only trees. What the hell would make this place so special when every square centimeter is the same as the last? Surely there must be something.”

Well, I sure hadn't expected that.

“Uh... there's an ice lake west to here, and it has ice crystal flowers surrounding it. And no other monster except me knows of this place, I guess... that makes it special?”

“Let's go then. I wanna see that nice ice lake of yours.” (y/n) turned away from me slightly, but I still saw a slight blush on her cheeks from embarrassment. Guess she didn't do this all too often.

I led her to the lake, and was not surprised to find the number of flowers increased. They tended to increase every reset, and it had been quite a while since I came here. Sometimes I would get lost, or am not even able to find it at all after a reset. I was lucky this time.

I once took boss as a baby bones to this place. He was there playing with the flowers for literally ages. There were only about two dozen of them there, so it wasn't all too big a deal. Eventually we had to go because I had to do another odd job, but it was nice while it lasted. The next day I was too busy trying to earn some money for us to go again. Same for the week that followed. I nearly starved myself to keep pap- boss healthy as a result of me taking half a day off to go here. Man, that week was the toughest one we had in years.

Paps- boss forgot about it soon after. I wish he was still his baby bones self, so I could take him again...

(y/n)'s eyes were just about literally sparkling. She ran over to meet the ice, but stopped at the very edge of the lake. She slowly stepped onto it, making sure it was tough enough to take on her weight. Honestly, whatever her weight was, it had been winter for so long now here that it had probably frozen to the very core. I sat down, kind of not wanting to ruin it for her, so I didn't go on the ice and just let her be for a while. That's when I noticed a small flower bud in her hair. It was such a unique and deep shade of purple... it seriously stood out against the surrounding miles of white that mow also covered part of her hair.

Heh. Didn't notice it'd started snowing. She was kind of sliding over the ice, running, stopping suddenly and laughing happily(yet it was still creepy; how the heck!?) as the ice slid her on to a few meters further.

Somehow, I felt guilty. I shouldn't be having fun. I didn't deserve it after what I had put boss through. I failed as an older brother, and I should pay the consequences. After a while I noticed (y/n) had started shivering. I called out to her, and she made her way over to me shakily.

“Guess yer a bit chilled to the bone, huh?” man... it had been long since I last made a pun. She scowled at me. Oops. Wrong person. Some people don't like puns...

...

She was giggling softly. She tried to control it, but her shivering didn't really help, and I heard it. I grinned.

“Ooh. That sure tickled your funny bone, didn't it?”

She laughed at me weakly, and then tried to glare. It was quite funny.

~Your POV~

It was really fun, ice skating. You had done it once or twice before. When you met him. You met him at the lake you used, and talked to him for a bit. He seemed sad. Eventually you got cold and went home.

~Flashback~

It was winter, and there were snowdrops surrounding the lake. You were delighted. Your parents died about a week ago, and it seemed the perfect distraction. You were in the middle of your fun, when you saw a sad-looking man sitting in a black fluffy coat next to the edge of the lake. He seemed amused in watching you sliding over the ice. You made your way over to him, the ice nearly making you slip.

“Hey, Mister? Are you ok?” you asked as you reached him. You stepped onto the snow, glad to have a solid footing. The man nodded, and smiled at you.

“Aren't you cold out here?” you continued. He slowly shook his head.

“Are you, then?” he replied.

“A bit.” you crouched down beside him. You played with the snow in your hands, watching as it melted. It seemed so nice. If you could do that with real people, only slower...

“Do your parents know you're here?”

You stiffened.

“M-my parents... are dead.” you turned away.

“Oh... sorry.” he held sadness in his voice.

“I don't really care anymore.” you shrugged.

“Are you adopted, then?” he asked.

“No. I ask for money from strangers.” you half lied.

“Uh... ok, I guess? But you should really have someone to care for you.”

“I cooked our evening meals at home, and cleaned the house. My mom and dad didn't really think of me as their daughter, more like a housemaid, so the only thing that is gone is their physical presence. Not like they were home much anyway.”

he flinched. You grinned at him. “It's no big deal. I'm ok, I promise.” You shivered despite what you had said just now.

“Are you cold? Here, have my jacket.” he said as he took it off.

“N-no... you'll be cold instead of me! I can't accept that!” you protested. He shrugged it off, and draped the way too large jacket over your shivering form. He had a white blouse under it, which was obviously not enough to keep him warm. He didn't mind the cold at all, and just watched as you got comfortable in his jacket. You were very sleepy, and could not resist the wave of sleep that hit you. You yawned, and were out like a light.

~Nobody in particular's POV~

The man laughed to himself softly, and picked (y/n)'s sleeping body up. He knew where her home was; he was her uncle. she didn't know of course, because he had in fact passed away many years before she was born. At least, it was a fake death. So he could care for the ones he loved most unnoticed. He lay her in her front garden, slightly poking her arm to make sure she would wake up soon, and hurried off, taking the coat with him. He only watched from the shadows from that day. He knew what you had done. He had seen it all. But it was a part that he loved of you. So he let you be, and watched. He had seen you cry sometimes, wishing for the kind man to return, but he fought the urge to come back and left you to be until you stopped crying.

~End of flashback~

~Your POV~

He had not offered you his coat, but teleported you and him to some Inn in a town called 'Snowdin'. Heh. Funny play of words. You bought a room for the night, and went up. Out like a light.

~Time skip~

~Sans' POV~

There was something different in her, that allowed her to be normal (I mean like an normal human being) around an icy or snowy place. I sat in my room, trying to focus. Boss was gonna be so mad when he came back and saw me slacking off.

Something held me back around (y/n), and I wasn't allowing myself to enjoy any form of violence from her. I wondered why. Maybe my seriously fucked up mind finally realized that she would kill me immediately if she found out, just like she told me by mentioning papyrus. I guessed sadists hate masochists. Probably think we're boring...

There we go, depressing feelings showing up once again. Not to mention this happened every two seconds or so. I tried to push them away, to no avail. Holy motherfucker, my lazy ass mind won't even let me try to think happy thoughts! God help me; I am so fucking useless.

My thoughts wandered to (y/n) once again, and I wondered what had happened to her in her childhood that made her like this. Man, sometimes I am so damn nosy. But the more I thought about it, the more it bothered me. I didn't want to ask her bluntly, 'cause I was sure she would grit her teeth and flash her knife at me. I really didn't want that to happen. Maybe I could briefly mention the subject later.

~Time skip once again [I'm sorry]~

~Your POV~

Ugh. Your back hurt like a bitch. You whimpered slightly and tears sprung to your eyes, the faint light coming from the closed curtains reminding it was daylight. At least, you thought so. It was just that the Underground tended to darken as a signal of night, and get brighter during the day. You didn't want to get up just yet, partly because of the fucking unbearable pain in your back, and partly because you had tired yourself out yesterday. All the fault of you skating (sort of) on the ice. You shouldn't have done that.

“Uggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!” you let out a long exasperated sigh.

Fuck life. If you hadn't fell down this hellhole, none of this would've happened. Yet... you didn't regret it. I mean, killing a monster was totally worth it. Not that you would ever learn.

You wondered where the douchebag flower went. You hadn't seen him in quite a long time. Well, who cared anyway. You noticed you hadn't undressed yourself last night, probably because you were fucking tired. You stepped out of bed, much to your back's protest, and undressed before climbing back in. the covers were still warm.

Good. You thought, and fell asleep once again.